Pregnancy

Okay I can't post any pictures of my tummy yet because I am not showing apparently. At least that is the word at playgroup but naked I sure have one but sorry can't post those.

I am fairly sure this is going to be a boy. I had this sweet dream that put all my apprehensions aside with having a boy the other night. I dreamed I was looking at my baby naked scared to wipe his bumb because well I just don't know how I'm supposed to do it really and then I was looking at him and he just smiled and beamed at me so big. I immediately picked him up all naked because let's be honest nothing is better then a naked little baby butt, I love naked baby's, and hugged and kissed him all over. This is when I pretty much knew for sure it was a boy and now I can hardly stay out of stores. ( I hope it is a boy because I dislike being wrong)

I told Jeremy last night that he better start padding the budget because all I can think of are the things I don't have for a boy, hats, onsies, clothes, blankets... blah blah blah and I don't know if I can hold out much longer. I think for this little one I will attempt to make a blanket. I was at the fabric store today and couldn't stop looking at blanket material. I don't sew, never sewn anyting in my life but I have great friends here that will help me and I always have my Gramie.

That is about the only good I can say at this point because I HATE BEING PREGNANT. I sincerely from the bottom of my heart hate it. I don't like crying when I can't figure out what to make for dinner. And worst of all my r.s. lessons are way to emotional for even me to handle.


I did have a scare a couple of weeks ago. I watched several kids one day and afterwards I went up stairs to get the girls ready for bed and went to the bathroom. When I pulled my pants down there was blood everywhere. I had felt like I had maybe a discharge earlier but I really hate to go pee and will hold it FOREVER, so I hadn't checked in several hours. (p.s. doesn't everyone hate to pull their pants down and sit on a cold seat?????) Anyway Jeremy gave me a blessing and when I woke up the next morning still blood, lots of it and so I had to go to the dr. They aren't really sure what is causing it but everything looks good. Jeremy's blessing was extremely comforting and probably the best one he has ever given me. What a blessing to have the priesthood in my home.